Week 3

[Juicy]

Ok Im fucked! Winning PoV was the worst move that couldve happened for me lol

That stupid ass penalty Lauren got just completely fucked up my game. I can no longer play both sides and Ill have to pick one.

I really wanted to keep people in S4 safe but now I dont know if I can. Im getting heat from pretty much everyone.

But now I have Derek, Summer, Hannah and Im sure others will question what Im doing. Yes I have people in the game who trust me, or at least they did. Why should I be penalized for that?

I have to do major damage control and honestly, I dont see how this wont come to bite me in the ass. Sooner than later Im sure.

Mike's power wasn't what I thought it would be. I thought it was the complete coup d'etat but it really wasnt.
I mean yeah, it was my idea to get Summer to put him up and then he'd have to use it, therefore not only forcing his power out but getting two people up, one being Summer and the other probably being Jenita or someone else. But it was a weaker version of the coup and now I dont see how voting Summer out would be beneficial to me.

Those prizes put a real damper on things. First, the whole entertainer clique is safe for 2 weeks. Andrew Hannah and Summer.

Donna is safe for 2 weeks and Im kinda pissed that I traded with her instead of keeping my own. lol I was gonna be the safe one for 2 weeks! Ughhh

Jenita cant play in HoH for 2 weeks so I felt as though I HAD to save Aaron to keep a number in the athletes clique. It just made sense. Yes, it was to keep up a good appearance with the S4 crew but also for my clique to have a better chance of being safe for the upcoming week.

I won't apologize for playing the hand that was given to me. It would've worked out perfectly had it not been for that damn penalty Lauren got .
So Im going to be fucked unless I prove to one side or the other where my loyalties are.

As individuals, I could probably talk my way out of this... But in cliques, it makes it harder because you cant just pick anyone to nominate and because of these prizes, its going to be even harder to stay safe in the game. Ughhh....

And these comps are all luck! I am really not a fan of that. At all.

I have so many convos and I dont really want to post them all. Im hoping other people do. It will really look like I am all over the place, which I am... but this shit just got really confusing and its a big mess. -_-

[Juicy]

These people are all fucking stupid. Im so over this game already.

Half the people are so fake and treat me like Im just some player, but YET.... Im supposed to do what they want? what the fuck kind of half ass logic is that?

If you dont want to get to know me as a person, then why the fuck should I go along with your alliance or your plans?


Lauren - playing all sides and pretends like she actually cares, but does she? Probably not. She will keep to her people like Derek, Rod, Summer, before even giving two shits about me.

Derek - Doesnt care about anyone who isnt in "his comfort zone" Because he doesnt want to get fucked over. What a baby. Take some fuckin risks, you douche.

Summer - crybaby bitch when HE doesnt get his way. Its annoying as fuck. Plus, I truly think he is too stupid to realize that there are other ways to play this game besides his.

Jenita - Who? Where? What? I dont even know if this person actually exists. Supposedly she is pregnant with twins? Is that even her real picture? What the fuck? Im just sick of people like this. They join a game. They are never online to talk and its just pointless.

Rod - Another person who doesnt give a fuck about me or who I am... All he knows is that Im "supposed" to be on his side. Well hey mother fucker... How about talking to me like Im a human being instead of just someone you can boss around? That would be nice!

Mike - This guy is a moron and not as smart as I thought. He is actually thinking of switching sides? Really Mike? Because you actually think that those people will have your back once they've used you to get rid of all of us? God what a dummy if he thinks they give a shit about him.

Hannah - I like this girl! She seems very genuine (which is a surprise in this game) and has a good head on her shoulders. If anything else, she could be an alias, but so what? She's not acting like a piece of shit, stuck up asshole like some other people. So yeah, I'd like to work with her and I know she will actually care.

Andrew - Andrew is extremely smart and knows who is fake and who is actually being honest. I need him in this game for sure.

Justin - Im putting myself out there for this guy and I know he will be grateful. Plus, Ive actually had some good talks with him about things outside this game and he isnt as stupid as people make him out to be. Plus, he will help me combat all the fake people in this game.

Donna - Ok, why does this lady even play? She doesnt even care to talk to anyone else because why? OH! Thats right... she has the same old people she has in probably every game. Her little comfort zone. BORING!

Aaron - Smart, and knows how to read people. Now if he actually would start talking to people more, he could really help out. I had to save him though. Just for the numbers. I need him in this HoH coming up.

Austin - Dont know and right now, he is useless. Im sure he thinks that will help him go far. lol

Shelby - He is a really good person and I think that because he doesnt care as much about this game, that he will just do whatever he can to stick with s4. At least thats what Im hoping.

Ashley - I actually like her, personally. In the game, not so much. She is easy to talk to about non-related game stuff but when you want to talk about things IN the game, she freezes up and doesnt want to reveal anything. She seems like she will go with the majority all the time and then maybe expect that her UTR strategy will carry her through the game. Lame!


All in all, Im just very disappointed with this cast. With the fact that the competitions are ALL Luck, that makes being social that much more important and half of them arent even on AIM to talk. Yes, sending PM's works I guess, but what can you really get from a PM? You cant get a sense of what they really mean at all. It's just stupid.
Then on top of that, all they want to talk about is game. If Im supposed to trust people, then doesn't it make more sense to get to know them as people first?
If they dont want to talk about any of that, then Im not going to trust them because all they want from me is info. Fuck them!

[Julie Chen]

Aww, Juicy I love you lol

[Juicy]

lol Seriously man. I am a nice person but some people arent worth the time. :/